*wiping tears*everytime i said smtg.is like i'm lying to myself.i know i shouldn't do that.but what if it hurts someone else and make them feel bad??i rather lied to myself feel hurt..pour out the tears then making someone else feel bad.how silly and stupid i feel ryte now??*taking deep breathes*it'll be over soon.it is just me and my silly feelings.

ps:sorry,with the many grammar error.

colour myself WHITE??

Our first activity after PMR is painting the school's Form 5 block.Had nothing much to do,so i joined in.I had a great time!!Here's what happen:

After recess,I change to my PE attire then went to the main hall.Teacher asked to "soften" the brush.We thought it was an easy job since the brush was suppose to be soft..but it turned out to be rock hard!!We soaked them in water.Later,we pressed,smashed and smashed the brush on the floor real hard.We were fighting with the brush.Yet,the brush didn't gave in.We managed to soften some.Lucky thing teacher bought roller brush.WE carried the heavy loaded barrels of paint up to the form 5 block.we were puffing and shrieking in pain and laughter.Then Miss Kogi the wonder woman "berjaya" open the barrel of paint.You should see her in action!She was amazing!!haha.Then we settle down and started painting.We paint in partners.I went with Azian.

We were above excited and all pump up.We were the first to start painting.Opening ceremony.Halfway painting the rest told us that we painted the wrong wall.Silly us!We quickly finished painting it and went to paint the correct wall.Me and her were crapping,crapping and laughing to ourselves.Like to mad people!

Azian: avi,you very good at painting.why i pain not as nice as yours??

Me: biase..take a look at who's painting??pro artist,you know.hahahaha

Azian:huh??okay la,bye..

Me:hahaha

Azian He's so cute..sweet and...........*talk*..talk* *sigh* *laugh*

Me: I think he's okay only... *talk*talk*talk*LOL*crap*

Azian: Janganla,dia saye punya tau...*giggle*..lagi pun dia...*talk*talk*talk*

Me:*not paying attn* then *shake head* MENGADA!!!*laughs*

We spent the whole time talking and laughing and commenting on each others thoughts.I laughed so much till I my tummy hurts and till I tears.WE stopped painting at around 12.30pm.I looked at myself.and I shouted OWH GOSH! I PAINTED MYSELF!MY INTERACT T-SHIRT IS GONE!Then azian said i even painted my FACE!!Everyone was laughing at me..haha.still,I had a lot of fun painting the school.Once in a life time experience.I WANNA PAINT AGAIN AND AGAIN!

i survive the deadliness

Talking about deadliness...its equal to boredom ryte??It feels really horrible when you're bored.Well, I survived!hahaha.Its been 7 days since PMR was over and I wasn't even close to bored yet.Some of them are already in boring mood.I'm not even there.I've still need lots more time to fulfill my Things-to-do after PMR list.Coming to school is so not boring and staying at home is also not boring.

What I did in school for the pass week after PMR:

1. Crap on the main gallery: [*blabber*blabber*laugh*crap*] talking about all so random stuff.From all kinds of things.Then in a sudden something we dont wanna hear but we have to hear it E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y!!.*bell rings*.We started complaining about the bell.Some cursing it,some thinking of changing the song instead of the cling-cling sound.I plan to hide it away and there was more from the rest of us.The bell and the person ringing it is not wrong.It's just us actually.

2.Games!!!Games!!Games!!: WE played UNO on the first day. Then we moved on to UNO ATTACK! It was awesome.The thrill and shrill of not hoping for the card to pop out of the machine.Really made the players go WILD!!!I didn't get bored of it yet.Then we played snap.Seriously,the game can cause heart attack.Thanks to the sudden move and we screamed "SNAP" out so loud even the teacher in class came to see us play. Then I tried the rubix cube!I only manage to do one of the colour.Cant do all like my friend.She's so pro and so fast at it.Then today we played TWISTER!It was awesome and GR-REAAT!!I think 6 or more played.So the mat was packed with foots and hand from all.WE went ito,outside,up and down of each other!haha.We had to twist our body,evryone was in knots,till our body ache.We fell on each other too.

3. Movies..: I'm watching 1 Litre of Tears.I'm not sure if its a japanes or korean drama.But it's really sad.I watch them late at nyte when everyone's a sleep.Since I'm scared to cry infront of my family.I cried alot.Starting from episode 3..I started with tears already.Now I'm in episode 8.After finishing it,I'm gonna watch Hanakimi,Boys Over Flowers,Full house,My Girl and so many more that is on my list.

4.Online: Been spending my time chatting alot!Still I'm not bored.I'm playing facebook games,then moving to friendster and myspace. I also started joining TWITTER!I watched all NIGA HIGA videos.Yay!.I love them.

5.Books: I finished reading Eclipse.It was really nice.I went real hi over it.Haha.The details of every move and action between Bella and Edward.The love between them.It was a sight to behold.

This song is precisely the one

Fallin' For You by Colbie Caillat

I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you [x2]

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I'm fallin' for you

Masquerade 09'

On the 25.09.09,PSPA9perak society of performing arts) held a masquerade party in Casuarina.My bro got invited and he was allowed to bring someone.So my bro invited me along.I was feeling lazy to tag along with him,but after much coaxing I went.This was my first masquerade party that I went.So,I invited ee jian along. =).

me and my bro

We reached there around 8pm.Then we met Darren,my bro's classmate and his god sis Huey Syen(my bro's no1 biggest fan.haha).Me and Darren plan to "jodohkan" me and my bro.haha.Cruel minds!*high 5 * The starting of the event was like any other event.Halway through eating,I finished my food fast.I was looking around and he wasn't there.So,I went outside looking for him.Then I saw him sitting on the sofa at the lobby.We chat and talk till he went home.=).Had a great time laughing at him.haha.It was about 10.30pm already.

I entered the hall.Some fashion show was on.The models were Miss Malaysia contestant from the year 2005-2009.Gosh!They looked like dolls.Real life dolls!Their faces were flawless.They were extremely thin.Probably there wasn't any flesh in them just bones and skin covering.Of coz they had waist in size 24. They model summer clothing.It looks really pretty.With light beautiful lace umbrella and hat that matches perfectly with their evening gown.

There was a mask competition..and the girl who won first place had the same mask like I did.haha.It was Darren's mask actually.haha.Well,our table went wild when the girl won.I was laughing out loud at myself.Darren got 2nd place though.There was also some,CAT,HIP HOP,DANCE and PHANTOM Of THE OPERA performance.They were all really entertaining.

Then finally there was a dance floor.Some girls from my school pulled me up there.They were strong,so I had to go.Then,I did my part well..haha.I dance!!.It was great!I had a good
time.So,we dance till it was about 11.45pm..then we went home.I reached home,changed and slept.I was exhausted but I had a hell of a good time.haha.=D

Sugar and spice

I was cleaning up my room and packing up some stuff.Seriously,my room was in a TOTAL mess.Things was lying everywhere. To be exact storybooks, long list of things-to-do after PMR, some pens, tons of origami paper and other things you can find or spot!haha. So,i ransacked some boxes where I kept some of the stuff I got from my friends.And I saw the small notes and some letters from my god sis.=D.I even saw the things she gave me.I had nothing to do,so,I took a pic of it.

It's finally over....already gone.

I finish my PMR!!!! Yay! I'm so happy. I felt a load lift of my shoulder. I was counting on the days when it was about to start. The day when the horror begin. Time flies extremely fast and my heart was racing. Pmr isn't as easy as it seems.Its way harder than trials!!! I didn't want it to end fast. but,on the last day with the last paper KH..I was above joyed.When the examiner said "There's 10 minutes left". I was smiling hard to myself. A wide grin on my face.It's about to end.haha!and yea,it ended!So now.....

" Vilaiwan is turning all her books to fireworks "

Hahaha.I cleared all my books and shift them to the side.Now,its time for me to have some time for my own.=)

bye,bye bloggie...hahaha.
i'll write again after PMR.....

jelly from pasar malam

cute ryte???its so colourful.a friend of my mum got it for me and both of my bro when she came by...not only its attractive.its super sweet and has nice flavour.i took the pinkish one..it taste like apple,peach and some berries...then the purple one is grape..and the gree is apple..apple taste good also..but mine's the best!!!hahaha.you guys should try this out.=)

youth 1 farewell 09

beautiful fountain

candles on the table

before farewell
(jichin,kaiyen and me)



the one and only form 3's table...
trust me it wasn't like this before the party started,now it look more like a rubbish dump.hahaha

my last shot....(jichin and me)